Post by cbg on Apr 24, 2005 23:37:04 GMT -5
So, tonight, my DH and I went to my parents' house for Passover dinner. I was really pleased with myself for the choices I made at dinner. I had one potato pancake, grilled turkey breast and apple/fruit sauce. I passed on more potato pancakes, corned beef, duck, meatballs, double baked potatoes, chicken in a heavy sauce, etc. etc. etc.
Then, when my mother laid out a table full of desserts, I kept myself busy helping to clear the table, pack up leftovers and wash dishes.
But then, just as DH and I were about to leave, I went into the dining room and spied a plate of cookies (chocolate meringue with chocolate chips, coconut and walnuts). I ate one, then scarfed a second, then took three for the car ride home.
I'm not beating myself up over the cookies, nor did I take my normal approach when we got home of "well, I blew it, so I may as well eat anything and everything." I don't weigh in until Wednesday, and still had almost all of my WPA left before tonight, so I'm not worried about that either.
But I just can't figure out why, after making such good choices at dinner, I kind of went out of control with the cookies. I admit, they were really good. But why wasn't I satisfied with one or two - I knew how they tasted by then. Baked goods (particularly cookies and brownies) have always been my downfall, and I've never been able to have just one, so I now try and stay away entirely. But it strikes me that if I could only figure out *why* I've never been able to be satisfied with one or two, that would be a major breakthrough for me.
I'd welcome any advice or thoughts from this sage group.
~ Corri
Then, when my mother laid out a table full of desserts, I kept myself busy helping to clear the table, pack up leftovers and wash dishes.
But then, just as DH and I were about to leave, I went into the dining room and spied a plate of cookies (chocolate meringue with chocolate chips, coconut and walnuts). I ate one, then scarfed a second, then took three for the car ride home.
I'm not beating myself up over the cookies, nor did I take my normal approach when we got home of "well, I blew it, so I may as well eat anything and everything." I don't weigh in until Wednesday, and still had almost all of my WPA left before tonight, so I'm not worried about that either.
But I just can't figure out why, after making such good choices at dinner, I kind of went out of control with the cookies. I admit, they were really good. But why wasn't I satisfied with one or two - I knew how they tasted by then. Baked goods (particularly cookies and brownies) have always been my downfall, and I've never been able to have just one, so I now try and stay away entirely. But it strikes me that if I could only figure out *why* I've never been able to be satisfied with one or two, that would be a major breakthrough for me.
I'd welcome any advice or thoughts from this sage group.
~ Corri